But first it has to be…

It’s been 599 days since ground zero, since the point of origin, the moment of singularity. From what I will effectively simply call January 10 or 01.10 for efficiency and irony.

Let’s jump into it:

There is power in knowing truth. For instance, my dog Oden is a black Great Dane. Now just based off me writing these few words into a relatable message of facts based off truth, because my dog Oden is a black Great Dane and sharing a personal truth, a detail of a truth in my life. That is infinitely true. This fact or truth can be measured as infinite, because if I was ever in your life to say, “Hey, what color is my dog Oden, or what breed is my dog?” you are likely to say, “Your dog is a black Great Dane,” depending on the length of moments or time that has passed. The statement in itself relays very little emotion to the recipient unless said recipient has had intimate personal moments or happenings with my dog Oden. Example, let’s say 20 years ago Oden, my black Great Dane, saved your life by running to the neighbor’s house and getting help when you had your stroke and couldn’t call for help and just happened to be housesitting for me while I was in Hawaii. Or maybe that time Oden fought off a pack of coyotes with blood lust in their eyes during the one walk you took him on. You would likely have attached a wide depth of emotions to said event, therefore encouraging the memory of Oden being a black Great Dane and sealing it in your mind as a truth as common as knowing that white is white or one is one. Fast forward the present moment, and think about my now deceased dog Oden saving your life, and what emotion would likely pop up as a memory, recalling not only the moment of the emotional value felt in that moment.

This emotional tank of memories could better be described as an “emotionamory,” or the recollection of a feeling in a moment of time that is not from this moment in time. Now, because my dog really saved your life you remember the truth of the moment and how it felt, bringing forth a feeling that can be experienced right now that is not from the right now.

The power of feeling or recalling emotions that are not from this moment in time, but from another moment in time or (the past). Time is the only thing operating outside of the precious moment or the “(right now)” and bringing said emotion into this moment, capable of changing how you feel right now, holds a power that is different than your smell or your seeing or your touching or your tasting, for those senses only operate in this moment.

When the knowledge of truth is in the mix, it brings the power to feel a different kind of end emotion. This is why we seek truth. This is why we want knowledge, for the word of truth in the Bible is described as the Word of God. So to feel the emotion of truth is to feel that moment my dog saved your life when you had the stroke is grace, grace through truth, grace through remembering how precious physical life truly is and how fragile it can be. This value of emotion has physical roots inside our brains.

The brain takes in information, processes said information, effectively weighing and measuring it against every other known truth that I have learned and remembered, and then placing a value upon it. And depending on said value, saves that moment with importance. The only way you could feel something outside of the physical moment is if inside of us there is a feeler of the feelings. A thinker of the thoughts, allowing one thing, me, to feel two things at one time, simultaneously feeling this moment while also feeling how I felt from other moments right now through the memory or emotionamory.

I believe our memories are not saved just in the physical brain as the smell or the seeing or the tasting, but also through the infinite soul’s ability to remember the feeling of said moment, physically experiencing it by spiritually feeling it.

When we pair or combine things such as truth or knowledge or intent, and we do this in the moment, the emotion that is attached is one that is significant. There are five pillars to spiritual consciousness. They are belief, science, knowing, truth, and emotion. The five are like the five fingers of the hand, with the emotion being the thumb, effectively giving the hand the ability to be a hand. Each one of these pillars holds power in our physical universe, and when paired together can cause the feelings to be at a higher frequency or vibration than normal day-to-day ones. Example, the use of the word of truth set with the right intent, and done in the moment, one can change the way others and himself experience and perceive their own existence and effects on and happenings to others.

Changing perception changes reality, thus changing how and what we choose to do in this version of our reality. Now scale this up to every human on the Earth, and you can see how information or truth can change the world as a whole, collectively changing everything by collectively changing how we feel.

This first segment of writings will be on the five pillars of consciousness and how to use them in everyday life to better your experience of existence. In reality, physically, things both are and not are depending on the perspective of the one experiencing it. For instance, something that is good to me can be bad to you, depending on how this something affects our realities as individuals. And this even can be seen how when something at one point in your life that is felt or seen as good can later in life be looked back upon and seen or felt as a negative. Once a more complete picture can be seen from the passing of time and playing out of said event.

Everything I will be talking about over the next few weeks are things I learned all at once on January 10, 2024. Effectively having a spiritual awakening, growing into a higher level of consciousness all in one moment at 1 o’clock leaving Tractor Supply with my father. Realizing that I could feel about my feelings that were feelings from the past, i.e. not from this moment, gave me a foothold to knowing that because you can feel outside of the moment means the moment is not all there is, which means there is something else more than just this, which means this is existing inside of something that is infinitely existing, not limited to this moment.

This awakening of sorts is now viewed by me as simply the birth of my spiritual consciousness. It’s the moment I plugged in to the knowing. As soon as I got it in that moment at 1 o’clock with my dad, I gave it to him, asked him if he agreed or disagreed, and he agreed. I didn’t ask him why he never shared these things with me, and he said it was because he never knew them. I gave him number one right then, called my mom, told her, asked if she agreed or disagreed. She said yes, she agreed, and I gave her number two. Before 1:05 PM on that first day I gave it to 13 different people and all of them agreed, so it grew, and today I am on number 510, and it’s been exactly 599 days, so a little less than one person a day average is my current percentage.

I am doing this because in that one moment with my dad, everything changed. The way I felt about everything changed. My attachments to people and things and places and events all changed. The way I viewed myself, the way I viewed others, the way I viewed existence changed. I will never again need psych medicine for depression or anxiety. There is only what is and what is not in the reality we currently exist within, only 1 & 0. Yes and no, black and white, good and bad. This is the first clue that we are existing within a created existence, that is why it’s described a “creation.”

But there is a larger infinite reality just beyond the walls that are our known “universe,” which operates on the scale of infinity to the infinite degree. Effectively factoring down to one thing. Existence itself. It is the first thing that has to be before something can be what it effectively exists as. First it be, then it be what it be. But first it has to be.